Today's Thoughts

Well today was a rather interesting one for me. It held so much wait and so many tears. I dont talk about it much, cause I hate to complain, but im sick, and I could be dying, yet I keep fighting. Im in and out the hospital for my child all week and myself all weekend. Im in constant pain, and constant emotional pull. Yet everyday I wake up, and even though I may not be as fast as I once was, I keep going. I keep fighting. I guess I never expected to see myself in this situation and as odd as it seems; even if i had to go back I would still choose my route. What you go through may have the capacity to tear you down, but it can also build you up, and just fighting for that happiness, that peace of mind, that love, trust, and faith and God. It makes my daily fight worth it. Until the next time. I will be a fighter for life...