I really am at a lost for words right now, trying to hold on but everything around me is crumbling in. You would think with all going on around me I would be doing better then what I am right now, but for some reason my whole path is getting dimmer and dimmer by the day. Right now, my high risk pregnancy is standing strong but fading, and by the grace of God im praying that i make it to the end. However the wear and tear is appareant, if anyone even cared, im slowing down, im fighting hard, but if it's not one thing. Damn that Murphy's Law, but hey I know life is not fair. I just honestly need some type of something to help me stand my ground. Cause the more that I keep trying. The more I keep hitting the ground.