When it hurts so bad

I hate being at a place of confusion.

Where I dont know what to do.
I hate that fact that I can see through you to what's wrong.

But, either you cant see it or you don't want to believe it's true.

I hate that now we bith are hurt, because you insit on being so unfair,

I hate that you cant see that your hurting us both more by dragging this on like you don't care.

I hate how much I love you, and how I still want to try.

I mean I've been hurt so much in my life.

You think I wouldn't always insit on countinuing to try.

But unfortunately for my heart that's just how I am.

And why I made the promise to you.

That until you said you didn't love or want me.

I would always fight for me and you.

But do I still have the strength?

Do I possess the power?

With all I'm going through.

Can I really wait?

Or take this chance on faith?

When every moment without you.

Puts tears on my face :-(...