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It's taking all my strength

Not to pick up the phone

Dial your number

And let you take my pain away

The very same pain you cause

But your the only person on this earth

That can do both so effectively

Here I go picking up my phone

Then telling myself to be strong

And sitting it back down

Cause I can't

I WONT

Use you as a crutch any longer

I need to stand on my own two feet and be strong

Ive got to keep going on

Im just so use to having you

So use to using you

Damn, ive even convinced myself

That I'm honestly needing you

But NO, I can do this

I can make myself smile

I can push fear aside

Take a walk on the unknown side

It's just with you I'm so content

But is that how I want to be

It's natural to go for the norm

But is normal at any rate me

No, I'm stronger then this

Your just a part of my past

Small talk is all your gonna get

Cause your still my little blessings dad

But my heart you had and ripped apart

So no longer will I run into your arms

I'll be strong

I'll no longer use you as a crutch to carry on